Where Have You Been All My Life

Dear Eternal Companion, Perhaps you’ll find me

Okay I’m ready! I’ve lived the last 45 years with much of the same self inflicting lessons that I needed in my life to arrive where I’m at today. The pain & hurt felt I imagine is much like yours, & I hope the lessons U have learned have polished U as my lessons have helped polish me enough to realize that while those years we spent in someone elses arms, perhaps bringing children in to this world, loving, laughing & experiences of all kinds. These things are nothing with out the surety of a Eternal life together with someone. A Eternal Partnership. For one reason or another “Eternity” slipped by both of our lives and well now we seek it. I can not imagine what pain U endured in silence alone, OR if U were lucky enough to have had none. I’m here seeking U to be your added strength, to share & work towards like goals. I want to care for U for the next 45 years learning, growing, and having great adventures together while here on earth. I hope to find you in a place in your life where those things you have learned from your past complement mine & mine yours. I hope to learn everything about you the good and the bad. And hope you’ve let it all go & make room for me. “Trust” is hard when you’ve been hurt we know this & we can accept it & find it together it’s been a companion together with us for a while now. Let’s use it to our benefit & LOVE EACH OTHER COMPLETELY enough to drown all the bad and hurt out and let nothing stand between us. We will need patience with each other at this stage of life, it will take time to mix & churn two full lives into one. Let us be someone for each other that we can love with everything we have – who we can find joy in serving & who we can find peace in serving with. Let us both be that someone who, when the storms of life start to rage, we find safety & comfort in each others arms rather than trying to go it alone. Let us work things out together with prayer & sharing with one goal in mind our Eternal Perspectives. Communication between us should be open & when we have needs it should be our commitment to each other to fill it and understand them.

In this life there are plenty of things that take our time and talents, we have individual goals, desires & dreams. Let us be one & put each other first buy intertwining our lives together like a “tie quilt” with a beautiful design of patchwork reflecting our lives, we get to design & create it mixing together those pieces beautifully, now in the middle we will place the warm thick padding “our experiences” from our lives which we have learned from & we’ll slide them in between, & then add a soft underbelly that will gently warm us as we hold each other wrapping our Eternity within its folds. Let each stitch & tie bind us as one together as one and protect us from the cold days ahead cocooning us in a “Eternal Snuggle ES “

These are things from my heart, my desires & my needs. It’s is YOU that I seek, it is YOU I’ve been promised I can have when I have faith and follow the Lords counsel. You will need bravery & to put forth effort to love like this, you’ll need prayer & faith to help you know the truth even when you can’t see it. The rest Dear I will do, I love the romance, the sweet things, the priesthood, the YOU time needed to do those things you love. Your dreams are my dreams. This is me! Where are you? Love, Kyle